Wednesday, May 11, 2011

QUIET.

Something's happening to me right now. I'm hoping that typing these words will help make it stop. It's so hard to type this, but maybe shouting my crazies into the void will make it quieter in here.

I have this thing, I have since I was very young, where once in a while my head will get really loud. It's not like I hear voices, I mean there is a lot of shouting, but everything just gets really loud and intense and it feels like I'm on a wild high but also like I have a fever and the typing of these keys is SO LOUD and i can hear everything, everywhere, and my eyes hurt and i can't
make it stop.

WE'RE TRYING TO WORK HERE.

Quiet in the library, please.

Ah, peace. No ... wait, it's back. Maybe, maybe not - I'll let you know.

EDIT: We're ok. Just a long day, and some serious sleep deprivation, and maybe a little anxiety. Goodnight teddy.

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